Hi everybody, I know its been a while since I've been around. I hope everyone is doing well. I need to vent, my job is getting crazy, we have a new Administrator, with new idea's and ways of doing things. I am at the top of his S#$% List because I have a bad habit of speaking my mind, no matter what kind of authority or power someone thinks they have over me. The man is an idiot, he has no clue what he is doing, and he is coming into my shop and telling me how to run it. The holiday's are around the corner, I know my oldest son won't be home for xmas, and I know it will be tough on everyone. My youngest son is screwing off in school, I am feeling the crave constantly now, I am hearing the excuses in my head, I am feeling weak, but for some reason I keep driving past the gas station. I was hoping at 160 days, it would be over. I have gained a lot of weight, but I'm keeping my quit, I'm holding on to it, but man these craves are tough. Will it ever be over?? Is the rest of my life going to be a battle ground over whether or not I ingest nicotine into my body? I just want it to end. I am sick of it. Heck, its been so long, I don't think I could afford it anyway, I've adjusted my spending habits to the point that there is no room for cigarettes...thats kind of funny, and scary at the same time. Well, thanks for listening to me ramble, sometimes its just good to get it off your chest. All you folks are the foundation for my success, I hope your all doing great. Bye for now.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]6/2/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 160
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,680
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,536.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 23 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 52 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31
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Quit Meter
$40,642.88
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 1090
Hours: 8
Minutes: 13
Seconds: 3
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
5955
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
178,650
Cigarettes Not Smoked
