Quit Meter
$55,816.70
Amount Saved
Quit Meter
Days: 1344 Hours: 11
Minutes: 26 Seconds: 14
Life Gained
Quit Meter
6171
Smoke Free Days
Quit Meter
185,130
Cigarettes Not Smoked
. I'm listless, no appetite, cant make a decision on anything. Generaly feeling like a quarter of the person I was. Nothing is getting rid of the craving, its like a constant feeling of smoke hitting the back of my throat. Endless torment, I'm near suicidal with depression. I even found myself thinking earlier 'if this is a smoke free life i'd rather die young'. Not the most rational thought i know but very indicative of my general state of mind at the moment. 
