Terri
Thank you for making the decision to quit. It is one that many of us have come to after years of bashing our bodies with a rather nasty poison. The sad part of it is that I never thought of myself as an addict. After all smoking is legal and there is a pack available around every corner. Once upon a time it was an acceptable way of going. It was considered a habit. Well fact of the matter is it is much more than that...
My heart goes out to you. I understand the ambivalance that you are feeling at this moment. But take heart you have a universe of souls around you here who understand your troubles and are willing to invest in your quit. There were days when that fact alone got me through. Take your time, this is a process that will take courage, strength and determination. The good news is that IT CAN BE DONE.
Set your mind to the task and then do the things that will help you:
DRINK WATER until you feel you are about to burst
BREATH DEEPLY...This will help a great deal when the urges come...
WORK YOUR BODY...Exercise raises the neurotransmitters that give you a sense of well being...(that is what nicotine also does)
POST HERE as much as you can...positive, negative it dosen't matter, what matters is that you feel connected to people who are going through the same kind of things...
In the early days I went to the extent of carrying a stop watch around...As soon as a crave came down on me, I set the watch and waited for it to abate...I found that those crushing craves never lasted but five minutes...I finally figured out that I could beat them every time...Anyone who has ever done interrogation work will tell you that the most powerful tool in the box is time. That is why people under interrogation are isolated and left without a way of counting time. By using the stop watch you become the master of the situation. Believe me you can do five minutes standing on your head. If on the other hand you are unaware of the duration of time, you mind will think that it is lasting forever...
Most of all understand that you smoked for a reason, it may have been to avoid doing an unpleasant task, it may have been to avoid an unpleasant situation...What ever the reasons, you need to work on identifying them and then use alternate methods of dealing with the stimli that encourages you to smoke...Some of this is pure behavior modification, some of it is learning to deal differently with various emotional states and some of it is physical withdrawal. But all of it is good for you and probably the single most beneficial thing that you can do firstly for yourself and secondly for all of the people who love you in this world.
You can do this, we are all here and you are not alone...
nonic
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]12/25/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 336
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 10,080
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $3,528.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 61 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 51 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14
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$70,476.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 1543
Hours: 3
Minutes: 39
Seconds: 28
Life Gained
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6712
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
201,360
Cigarettes Not Smoked